Me

"The turning point in the process of growing up is when you discover the core of strength within you that survives all hurt."

Honestly, sometimes i panic... okay most of the time I panic
because a lot of times everything goes out of control in my life. I don't like out of control. Stability is my forte. Always has been. Theres something I learned this week that I didn't know I could learn though, sometimes you need to be out of your element to truly realize whats best for you in your life. Sometimes you need to realize that you aren't perfect but you're perfect enough. I have always had a hard time with that. I don't let people get to know me because i'm scared if they knew that I talk to myself in the mirror, am afraid of mostly everything, that I love being in front of a camera, and hate my stomach, they will be disappointed in me. I'm wrong. I want you all to know I love myself just the way I am. It's taken me years to get that back but it's true. I love me. Really; I am braver than I believe, stronger than I seem, and smarter than I think. I just think I really needed to say that to myself ha ha sorry if it sounded conceited.

Anyone can attest to the fact that I've gotten quieter in the past few years and i'm not saying thats completely gone but I AM saying I'm getting back to that point slowly but even if i'm never back to that point, I'm always me and thats good enough for me!