Dear Future Husband..

Dear Husband that I don't quite have yet,

I was sitting here thinking about you today and I couldn't help but be a little nervous and excited to meet you. I know how hard I am to handle sometimes, I know I yell too much when I'm mad. I know you'll realize my insecurities and how I can't ever leave the house unless my make up is done. I want you to know that there will be days when my hair doesn't do what I want it to, and I might cry.. It's probably best if you just hold me close and tell me i'm pretty those days. I realize that with my cooking record; I will probably ruin about 70% of our dinners in the early years of our lives together but just know I'll keep practicing and seriously, you don't have to eat it. Sorry if my shopping habits are overwhelming to you, I'm working on that. I know that there will be plenty of things that I do that drive you crazy but knowing me, I know you a little, and knowing you, husband that I don't quite have yet, You'll be crazy about me; not just driven crazy. I bet when we start dating you'll think i'm quiet, sorry for the surprise you get when I'm a little too loud. I'm sorry I'm bad at math, You're going to have to do all the math in our relationship. I want you to know I need affirmation, I live for it. More than anything I crave security. I'm also sorry I like to talk too much late at night, Just remind me how you love talking to me but you need your sleep.. Even though there is a lot you're going to have to learn about me I promise you I'll love you forever. I'll be a really good mom, I'll listen to you whenever you need me to, and our house will be squeaky clean (usually). I promise i'll take good care of our beautiful babies which, seriously, will be B-E-A-U-T-I-F-U-L, I mean, just look at us! I promise I'll keep my covenants to you. I can't wait to be in the temple with you. Thank you for all the future years we're going to have together. Now, just hurry up and get here OK? Miss you. Love you.

Love,

Your Future Wife

(Steph)